24 February 2018 at 2:23 pm
#43041
kin
Participant
After AA meeting at 5 pm today, I have thoughts to eat carbohydrate and even gamble. I have a lot of free time and did not have any plans what to do.
I do not understand why I want to gamble today because I cannot afford to lose, I will suffer a heavy consequence if I lost. Yet I do not care and wanted to gamble. Maybe I just desire to feel good.
I immediately go home and did not entertain these thoughts. I manage to stay abstinent today.