Hi Alison and welcome to GT.
You will get lots of help and support here to overcome your gambling problem but one thing you will not get is money.
As Recovering CGs most people here are struggling to pay off huge debts. “Lending”to other CGs could be seen as enabling.
I wish you all the best with your Fund Raiser for your baby and for a G free life for you and his dad, one day at a time.
God bless!