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Hi Sister Vera,

Today was a Friday, I knew my weakness and I choose to slow down, I apply for leave from my full time work and relax today.

For years, I have been trying to keep myself alive. I am prone to doing things that a normal person will not do and getting myself into all sort of troubles. I was always kicking under water trying to keep myself afloat, at times I look good like a duck on the water but underneath the water, I was kicking hard for my life. Why don’t I just let go and relax, instead of panic and worry, maybe I will float on the water…haha

Let God and Let God………Sister Jen

Just read Vera post in Ididit thread and google online, I have made up my mind to fast, God help me please.