[lizbeth4]

Strong gambling urges today!!!!! Not acting on them but the urges are not subsiding. I went grocery shopping and ran errands. Urges are still strong. If the weather wasn’t so yucky, I would be outside doing yard work!
I had 2 semi emergencies today. One thing I could afford to replace, the other item will have to wait. This is the aftermath of my gambling relapses. I didn’t maintain things and now things are wearing out. I won’t see any relief in my finances till August. Then my car, 3 personal loans and a major credit card will be paid off. Boy, I could sure use that money now!
That’s whats keeping me from gambling. My progress! I’m not going backwards again!