Dear diary
I have been having flash back of that fateful night on 9th April 2016 recently.
I cannot remember everything, I just knew I did something very sinful and immoral and it feel awful.
If It doesn’t stop and I continue to have these flash back, am sure it will drive me crazy.
Alcohol open the door for the rest.
I talk about breaking the chain and freedom from the bondage of addiction not so long ago and what a wonderful feeling it was.
Unfortunately I feel like I am trap again and imprison by them now and I need to break free from them again.
I let the alcohol in and it brings with it all the other evil ones.
Well at least I can recognize every one of them now
one is Pornography, one is alcohol, one is slot machine, one is sport betting
add all the first letter, I have PASS!