I think you’re deluded.
Every body is different I know.
However in over thirty years of various groups and support meetings I’m m yet to meet a CG who isn’t powerless against this addiction, once they place the first bet.
You self admittedly have a very serious gambling problem. It’s obviously not serious enough yet, for you to be making a conscious choice weeks in advance to go and gamble. You could use those two weeks talking about an alternate destination.
Be a man and stand up to your addiction. Tell your partner just how bad it is, if your partner loses money on the trip its a small price to pay for you to remain gambling free.
Of course you’ll probably go ahead with it, why should you listen to me. If your minds made up to gamble no one will change it for you.
I never listened, because I always knew best.
By what you’re saying, I’m pretty sure you do too.