I am sorry if I sounded as though I thought that you did not realize that you were addicted. My point is that the reason why you started gambling is a peripheral issue. The whole point in this is to understand that you are an addict and like/all others that have come before you the question as to why you keep gambling is moot. You just have to realize that you have no control, like an alcoholic or drug addict, and it doesn’t matter why you keep wanting to you just have to stop. Once we get over any misconceptions of how and why and stop thinking about how we could do it differently I think it becomes crystal clear. Just give it time and it gets easier.
