Thanks everyone for your sweet supportive words it really encourages and uplifts me so thank you. Seven unfortunately that isn’t what gave her the doubt. But I can understand where she is coming from but it still makes me sad.
I just spent a few days off visiting my family and it felt so good. Previously in the past when I did visit, always was broke. I would always cg the day before or that actual day and LOSE nearly everything. And would literally hang out at the place I was staying out looking for loose change. So if I had to pay for something they couldn’t tell I had no money. I know how bad is that! how did I ever live like that? I feel so sick thinking about it. And the funny thing is their was change lying around everywhere, the old Izzi would have taken it out of desperation the new me couldn’t care less.
Oh it feels good to be clean.
One day at a time and before I know it ill be at 8 months.