Feeling the effects of passing in the night. My hb is on day three of his new joB. I have spent the last three nights having a hardd time falling asleep. He face timed me tonight and I almost cried. Our dog is whining and barking at nothing. She has done this before when he wasn’t at home in the evenings. I sent him a video of the dog (she’s a chocolate lab) and he said it made him feel bad watching her carry on so. I have to find a hobby! Last night and tonight I have been completely alone after work until after 9. The kids have been off doing school stuff or working in my daughter’s case. It is just plain weird having all this home alone time. I suppose I will get used to it.
No gambling, no real urges. Just a little lonely and sick of the barking dog. She is going to have to get used to it too! She misses him.
I think this is probably good for me on some level. Maybe it’s time I relearn independence at home.
