Checked my bank account. The 7 day withdrawal request has been met. The money is in my current account now. I was fantasizing on ways of doubling it and winning back the price of the holiday. It’s not good to dream. Got out of bed. Drove to the nearest town with a bank and post office.(wore nightdress with a coat over it in case I was tempted to go further) Withdrew my daily allowance. Crossed the road to the post office. Lodged half to hubby’s account (which only he can withdraw from) Drove straight home and handed him the rest. He seems to have forgotten that we agreed to split the cost of the holiday. Showed him the P. O. book. I am saving for the house/car insurance which is due early next month. I am taking care of that. Lot of emotions swirling in my head/heart. Slot machines never refused to suck them up in the past but not today….not today…
