[Kirty1972]

Good evening all..

After speaking to my counsellor time and time again and trying to establish why I gambled it is still a mystery but sometimes I think was I looking for an escape from the rat race?

I have always worked from a young age but when I got bored off doing a certain job I would up sticks and move on to the next..

My counsellor said I am a non comformist (apologises if spelt wrong) but sometimes I feel like a lost soul whom is looking for the right place to settle.

Just having my eyes opened to life again makes you think why are we here and what is our / my purpose?

No urges to gamble just thinking need to work harder to pursue other goals possibly?