[Stevie.g17]

Thanks for all your responses it helps a great deal even in these early stages. Just fine the school run and 3 quarters of the journey was spent thinking about gambling and what slot I will go on and what numbers I will play on roulette . It felt so exciting and real but that was without thinking . When I remembered I had now stopped or in the process of stopping I felt so relieved and happy and instead I am now going to the gym.

It’s going to be so hard temptation is everywhere but I’m so determined. I cant believe its took me all these years to crack but im so happy I have. I’m hoping this isn’t a honeymoon period though and each day i get stronger