As much as I hate to admit it, I was in the exact place Kin just described. There was never a time that I got a loan to “help” me that I didn’t squeak some, if not most of it to feed the gambling urge. The quick win is always so close!!! (yeah right!) How about the emotional devastation that follows a loss of money that you shouldn’t be using in the first place…or possibly psycologically worse is getting a run, winning some, but then pissing it away. Praying for a good win and blowing it again….Living with that misery, no thank you.
Maybe this is “rock bottom” and a very good point to start figuring out how to move forward. It might seem, but is not, impossible!
