so today after 11 days no gambling i did it again im feeling so bad of my self i never learn the lesson. so around 12 noon friday i switch on the computer and said let me play some black jack but no roullette yes right…. after playing blackjack and losing 500euro i said the only way to win back is playing roullette and i deposit an other 2k and with this a played till midnight non stop going up to 4200 euro and back down i had the chance to withdrawal many times but i never did till i lost all, its always the same old story im feeling so weak with this gambling becide losing 2500 euro i had things that i was supposed to do and didnt do any and meet up with friends and i didnt go to…. i feel so weak with this addiction what im going to do i dont know ………..
