Dear Friend,
Yes during whole day, i’m reading stories like me, and it really feels better. Its not me only one, who has or had same problems and they made. It means its not imposible, it just looks like impossible. This is a fact… but sometimes we dont believe in what we see, because we dont want to see the truth, we are afraid or not strong enough to face the problem… The same happens with me…
I know its better to stop, i know its better to tell my familly and friends, but i’m afraid of loosing them all…
After writing down here everything and trying to share my fellings here, i really feel better a little bit, but i know this is not enough. Everyone can type but not everyone can stop gambling and starting to get his/her life back somehow..
Thank you very much for your support, really appreciate it.