Thank you SO much for sharing with me, and I feel we can relate to each other because we both lost our brothers to tragic accidents. There is a pain in my heart that just won’t go away! I still can’t believe he is gone!! My gambling has been out of control for several years off and on, but last year was the worst! I self excluded myself from the Casino I go to today, and it was embarrassing and made me feel awful to be escorted out by security, but at least I will not go back there! There is one casino that is farther away, but it’s so far I doubt I will go much and if I do, then I will self exclude from there as well! I have lost time, money, precious moments of life and so much more due to gambling. Right now I cannot wrap my head around how I could get involved in gambling. It is without a doubt something I could never have imagined! I hope everyone has a bright day, and today is a gamble free day for all of us..Right now today is my first day gamble free and moving towards a new start- but since yesterday I gambled away the day and money ect.. I am still very much in shock at myself and sick to my stomach that I did it again, and couldn’t sleep at all last night!! But the rest of today I am going to try to just breath!! Jo
