[andy84]

I’m still stressed and so tired, but work is keeping me going. I’ve reached double figures now, a huge milestone for me. Day TEN, wow. Feels like fifty, but ten will do for now. My overriding feeling today, is that I cannot go back to day one. I need to keep this up, otherwise I have wasted ten whole days of effort and courage. How could I do that to myself again?

To get through this, I need to tackle it head on. I never want to feel like this ever again in my life. So when I get paid next week, my number one priority is to retain funds and keep myself busy. I cannot let myself drop back to day one after this time and effort…

Thanks for your support.