[abettertomorrow]

Hi all.

Went out again last night, more temptation but not for me so really happy. Woke up feeling really remorseful about getting into this in a blink of an eye and having a relapse after the 67 days. Feeling numb, but absolutely no temptation. More thinking about being in debt, which while has been added to slightly from gambling, I’m just waiting for the day to be debt free. I have my plan in place, blockers stronger than ever and know what to do instead of feeding the beast. Remorseful but hopeful. Feeling lucky I haven’t let it take over my life and recognised the problem after three sessions online. ODAAT.