Day 87 come and gone. I work all day and night. I work on employment and my back. It’s been 5 months since I’ve been back pain free and had regular feeling nerves. It’s been a long haul with gambling as well. I had a few urges just recently. I go an get a donut and there are lottery tickets sitting there. My mind says scratch one… But I don’t. I know what it can lead to an it scares me. My life besides all the back crap has gotten much better since quitting. I still think about the losses though. Hard to let that go. My debts are down to 9K. I have a few grand in the bank. I’ve been able to have access to money and not gamble it. I don’t watch sports anymore and wouldn’t;t even know if its baseball season yet accept that I overheard some guys talking about it somewhere. The ride continues. No more gambling.
