I skiped yesterday journal because of the divorce finalisation. I wrote my thoughts about it on my emotional journal. Anyways I am 85 days free. Thinking positive. Being focus driven. Yes its a hurdle I jumped over. Now to bear with the consequences of that habit.
I grew up with a dad even though he was physically there I felt a sense of security and being taking care of with food clothing and shelter. Emotionally disconnected. I am thankful I know some who grew up without dad’s and they are emotionally messed up. I am going to make every effort to keep in contact with my son. Support him emotionally and provide him with a financial security when he turns 18. I love my son and will always forever be in my heart.
Despite this hurdle of divorce I am truly grateful for all those who give me encouragement and support special mention to a very wonderful person Ayana, God sent. Esther Matthew Romain and a new person I met Ms. Vintra. Thank you all for all the positive words for me to move forward.
Traveling to home after the court yesterday there where two ladies who were speaking so highly about gambling and how when they win they have enough to get by. No talk about losses.
I just shake my head in amazing to hear how people view gambling its amazing not knowing how deep that trap is. Was caught it for 5 yrs now I am rebuilding back my life renewed mind.
Be blessed everyone
I am thankful
Steev special shout out to you man.