I am meeting a lawyer today to seek legal counsel concerning this divorce. the feeling of emotional distress came over and I am mindful of the decisions being made from this day on wards.
I had a heart to heart chat with my son on his way to school and I ask him how he felt about leaving daddy to go to South Africa with his mom. He say he was sad that i am not there.
I told him I love him and I am always here for him I am going stay close to him through video chats and by next year I will visit him for the xmas. I saw the sadness in his eyes and as I told him this I reassure him that he is always welcome to stay with me and I have a inheritance for him when he is older.
this is emotional draining
I am going stay positive
I am going to renew my mind
i am going to stay the course of self recovery and healing
I am going love myself
I am going know more about who I am and purpose in life from this moment on
I am going to make a difference in someone life
Most of all I am very thankful for a perfectly good health.