[Ryan_Mcleod]

I have found today pretty good, the thoughts are getting less and I’m beginning to hurt less however part of me feels like I’m just blocking out the thoughts and not really coming to terms if that makes sense.
I don’t want to say I’m depressed but I need to save some money for my travels and I have not a penny! this is stressful and I feel like its all getting on top of me! The amount of over-thinking I do is making me tired and really frustrating, I just wish I never done it but I really am going to try not to concentrate and what has been done and focus on what I do have control off: my future