[Now-or-never]

Tick! Today I had a lot of challenges because I had a lot of opportunity. But I didn’t want to back down. I kept looking at my budget spreadsheet and it’s tight but doable if o just don’t gamble. I stopped myself from going to the gym as I just didn’t trust myself to go out esp it being next to the club. I haven’t blocked myself. I can’t bring myself to go in there and do it., I just don’t want to face the place and make that step of Admitting to all of them and outside of this group and my hubby that I have a problem. I’ve told myself if I break (anywhere not just there) I have to and it’s like that’s another motivation not to go in. You can all hold me too it too 🙂