[Had a bad day]

Day 8 of no gambling and I’m feeling OK. Worked all weekend so kept me out of trouble. Made about £100 on ebay this week. Gonna give myself a weekly target of at least £50 so I can put that all to paying off my cards. I miss gambling. I know I shouldn’t but I did actually enjoy playing the slots. Don’t enjoy the aftermath but such is life. You live and learn. Getting a buzz from not spending at the moment. Chef sometimes makes me something so I don’t have to spend my own money at work. None of them know my shame ful secret. Be kind to yourselves people. We are all worthy humans, we just have a horrible addiction. We can beat it xx