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Day 78

#29160
Adam26
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Ok. Things are getting me very itchy again recently. I didn’t mention it yesterday but now I’ve done it again I best share. Get it out of my system. On Tuesday night I actively persuaded someone to put more money in the bandit at the end of the night. I really just wanted to see the reels spin. I got a cheap little thrill out of it but thought nothing of it. Last night, I did it again. I layer it on thick about how the bandit hadn’t dropped the five hundred jackpot for ages and loads of money had gone into it. Sure enough, greed got the better of my victim and they pumped their hard earned money into a dream. It was painful to watch at times as the machine was just hungry for money and giving nothing in return. I even half persuaded them to play off the small amount they did win. They took the money. They took the loss. I must admit though I did get a kick out of watching. The chance of that jackpot rolling in was capturing me, even though it wasn’t my money. I just wanted to SEE that win. It was a pretty risky game to play I’m sure but I couldn’t help myself. I’d been sweating about it today but now that I’m at work and I can see the bandit it’s not bothering me. I must have a pretty messed up head the way I’m tackling this.