Well woke,up at 5am. Read the articles finding Laura put on I did it’s journal which were helpful. At the moment I feel,up and down like a yo yo. On the one hand I want to take a leaf out,of I did it’s book and express gratitude for what I do have and on the other hand I m really cross that nothing is moving forward and I am stuck in limbo land completely unable to face the financial ruin gambling has caused in my life. What a dilemma. I dreamed I was in the overseas job last night and no one talked to me or acknowledged me, well,maybe one person did. But I was really happy to be by the sea. I usually flew there but was on the ferry and lost my ticket but was already back in the Uk on the return journey. I have been dreamless,for a while but past two nights have had vivid dreams that I recall when I wake up. I believe that dreams are our subconscious giving us messages. Hope everyone is ok and that I did it’s trip to London is enjoyable.
