15 May 2015 at 7:14 am
#29620
jansdad
Participant
Day #70 today. Had another dream the night before last night where I gambled and I was so angry at myself in the dream again. Was glad when I woke up that it was a dream and that I didn’t actually gamble.
This is the longest I’ve gone without gambling for the last 25 years, maybe longer.
I’ve gone a couple of months without gambling before, but it was never 100% gamble-free like it is now. I would not gamble online, but I would play a live tournament once a month or have an odd bet with a friend every so often. Last 70 days I did not gamble at all.
And it feels so good.