I feel like my supportive partner is slowing drifting away from me, he even admitted to me that he feels distant from me, he’s been acting kinda cold as well. He showed not much interest in what I have to say about the progress of my recovery. I feel so alone in this that my only support is disappearing. On top of that, my family is constantly fighting, our family business is facing high dangers of going into adiministration, people are whispering behind my back about my financial and gambling issues. I also have pressing debt problems to resolve.
Feeling tremendously sad, alone, rejected, condemned, and burdened, I would have normally turned to gambling to relief the pain, as well as to win some money back.
However, I proclaim that I will NOT give myself ANY excuse to gamble again. I am angry at the Gambling Devil, and I will not listen to his whispers in my ears.
Have problems? Freaking solve it! Feeling depressed? Freaking suck it up and move on. Boyfriend losing interest in me? Earn his love and respect back! Go for a run, and get my to-do list all checked. That’s all. Stop escaping from my problems and face them like a winner.