[alliesmum]

Day 7 for me today.
Feeling very positive about my recovery today.
Barriers are still in place and have prevented me from gambling today which was one of my ‘normal’ gambling days.. So far so good!
I have been keeping myself busy and trying not to dwell on the what ifs or the just one deposit won’t hurt days.
I feel like I have more support this time around. I think my husband understands a little more that I actually don’t want to gamble anymore , that this is an addiction and that I am trying to control it instead of it controlling me. No bank cards for me. Hubby has been lifting money from the atm as and when I need it.
This is my time. This time I can turn my life around.