[Dave1]

Still hating my life. I dont feel like doing any thing. Very depressed, desperate and frustrated because of the situation I’m in. I just want to get out of this shit, go far away from everyone and make a new start. I hate the fact that I can’t.

All I know is that gambling wont solve anything. I just need to be patient and wait till the point I’m able to get out of this shit and leave everone behind. That’s my main motivation to stay abstinent.