Almost a week has passed since I lost all of my money. It still gives me shivers to think about the sum of 11k+, but at the same time today Is also the first day that I’ve sort of made my first mental step of accepting the loss and starting to feel slightly optimistic about my life. I’ve realized that by changing my spending habits and finances and maybe low-risk investing I can make that money back in the long run. (Let’s say in about 3 years). Only thing I and other gamblers should mentally accept is that the money can’t never be obtained back from the casino (or that the chances for that are close to none).
On the other positive things, my diet has been going very well. I’ve eaten only about 1000kcal per day and I have been very strict about the diet. Friday has been my only munchy day, and I’m happy to allow myself to eat treats at one day of the week prior to the pre-loss 7 days a week that I used to have.
First time in many years I predict that I’m going to be healthy and in shape when the summer comes and this is great positive goal for myself.
Everybody stay positive!