[jansdad]

Day #50 today. Doing ok, no urges. I do wonder however, as butchgirl put it, whether this is just the silence before the storm.
Blockers are in place and i know if it wasn’t for them i probably would have gambled. But they’re there and to get around them would probably take me at least 3 hours, so I don’t bother. As vera once pointed out, there’s something about gambling and instant gratification.
But I don’t have urges, which is good. But I don’t know whether it’s sustainable long term. Would be fantastic if that was the case.

Great job on your 23 days Maverick. I’m proud of you and I root for you.

Regards to you too p. I hope you all are doing ok.

I will check in again soon.