Some thoughts of gambling today. More just longing for the quick fix of a big jackpot win. An old boss of mine just won $150,000 in the lottery. And he was such a lowlife lol – not the guy who deserves to win. Although he always gambled when I worked there years ago so I’m sure he is a cg as well and will likely not retain much of that money. For his sake I hope he does I guess haha.
But for me, I know I can’t go to the casino and hope/pray/dream for that big win. Thats what I’ve been doing. Its all up to chance and I’ve already lost so much, there is no way I can lose more money on that “dream”.
I have been trying to focus on positive things. Good self talk about having worth in life still. Thinking about having money and making money and actually my business has been a little busier in the past few days.
What we focus on is what we are going to get. If I sit and obsess over my debts and failures, I am going to get more of just that. If I think about abundance and being happy, I am going to get more of that too.
We just have to change our thinking, rewire our brains. It’s only money after all. It’s not the end of the world. Everyday we can start over. Maybe not erase what happened in the past but move towards better things for the future.
