Day 5 gamble free. It’s been a really hard week. But I’m kind of feeling a bit better today. I am applying for better jobs all day today. If I save for about 2 months, and attend GA weekly, I can recover my losses, and fix the root of my problem, that was my issue before. I never fixed the root. So when I saved Il again, I would relapse. I just want my old life back before gambling . Working hard to save, it’s a rewarding feeling having things you’ve worked hard for, not bet on the flip of a card or a ball spinning around. Wheel. I finally felt the wrath of this addiction when it wiped me clean of all finances and left me in a hole of debt, so the time is now, when I have nothing left, is the best time to rebuild, it’s a test of the mind.. who will win. I will not let this beat me, today Is my day 5. And I will get through this day gamble free. Thanks guys
