Feeling good both physically and mentally. Had to travel up to Scotland for business this week and made a couple of pit stops for refreshments. This is where I would normally have made a play to the £500 gambits and end up there for hours on end (normally coming out at least a ton down!) but I walked past them without batting an eyelid. I even, on the last occasion, walked into the area where the machines are and just stood there for a few seconds and then walked out again … maybe to prove to myself I am now mentally strong and will resist the temptation ….. it’s really weird not having any urges to play them, I’m so fixated on righting my wrongs and seeing gambling as a complete negative .. for the first time in over 25 years!! Feels great!!!
