Its day 46 and yes each time i am awake my mind is rewiring now renewal of the thoughts that shape the day.
I am thankful for life and good health. Happy to be alive and well. I am truly grateful for moments that gives me great joy moving away from that habit.
Looking back abit to a time where i slept in front of a casino didnt go to work called in sick saw a dozen miss calls from my wife on the phone. Stressed out about that huge loss. Its was $10k.
Now to my present faced with a divorce and losing my son because of those episodes there is more. The lies and stealing done to repeat she hasnt been on good terms with me. I am prepared to faced it it is what is. I am agreeing to whatever it is at the court.
Now that thoughts flowing out of my mind i realize my son needs to know the truth and i am going tell him.
Yes it is an addiction our finanical status can be fix over time. Now i am renewing and rewiring my mind each moment to keep my mind free from that trap.
I am thankful for the new awakening each time i am on this forum giving my thoughts and insights.
I choose to keep on going forward being GF.
Thank you all for your support and encouragement here.
Blessings to all.
