I am thankful for the right words in my mind as i am going forward into each moment.keeping the right thoughts always for my recovery and to rediscover my self worth. Milestone 40days. Its the time i must be spend in the wilderness seeking direction and guidance to attain freedom. I am here and i am setting the goals needed to achieve and i am going to achieve them. I am very grateful, always for the little and simple things in my life thus far.
Unfortunately this divorce is the least of my problems. Knowing fully now she wants to move on with her life because i am standing in her way with my own problems. I am happy i am moving out of her way and allowing my self to heal and fully recover aside from the fact that the negative words being thrown at me from her mouth each time she feels hurt. I am 40 day GF. And i am going continue on my path of self worth. I am aware of who i am and noone tells me otherwise because it is just rubbish in need of disposal. Thank you for reading my tread fill your mind with your own words of positivity and control your thoughts which may cause those triggers reoccur.
Met with a close friend yesterday who was addicted to gambling on the same roulette and was again reminded of those moments where you were; playing the machines in places i thought i never be. Places where thugs drug pushers and gangsters hang out. Thankful i got out alive. At the time the focus was winning back money that was lost. After cashing out or when you walked out without a cent in the pocket you felt the stares and the glancing you may get from those in the bars pubs and casinos. Thankful i am happy being alive. I am free of that trap
Self worth
Self recovery
Self development
Self healing
Rewired of the mind
Renewing of the mind
Refocus of the mindset
Now i am alive in newest of health and strenght. Being thankful