[Lydian90]

Fourth day here now. I’d be lying if I’d say that the thoughts hadn’t entered my mind, however quickly banished as I know I’ll never win and the only way to lead a fulfilled life is without gambling. It controls me and throws all logic and reason away. I’m a very impulsive person and now that I’ve accepted that and my illness I’m ready to grow and live my life honestly and true to myself.

I’m grateful for my friends, family and partner, my work and skills I’ve worked for.

I’m starting my new life. All the best to everyone else with this addiction.