have stayed away from looking at football and i if i do over the weekend my plan is to look AFTER the event and not before.
i have just had my assessment for counselling and it went really well, made me feel really at ease and recommended 12 sessions that gamcare are going to pay for. i know the road is long and i have a lot of work to put into this but i feel that i have been given an opportunity to really get into this addiction and turn it on it’s head. anyone that is thinking about it and are not sure, you don’t have to do face to face ( although i opted for this option) you can do phone or skype sessions.
i have some money going into my account on saturday from paypal and some money tonight from the sale of a watch, this is the first opportunity i will have to gamble since saturday but i am ok with this as i am going to focus on paying a couple of my bills off and getting some food and petrol and not listen to monster inside of me
