Day 39 –
Today I feel strong and in control and able to cope !
Somebody stood up to my f&f ! My f&f was called out on selfishness and I want to applaud !
Can’t say too much here – it was like I had written the script – but it was delivered by a person who was rather rude and forceful but who I’m sure God sent our way . I am blissfully happy that my selfish f&f can no longer throw blame at me .
He has been called out on it . He can no longer opt out of his responsibilities. He can no longer play the “poor me ” or his personal favourite – the blame game .
If this had happened years ago I might have never needed to escape . If I had had an equal responsible partner in life who knows where I would be right now . Some things I cannot change but if I can makes the things I still have better – I will be satisfied .
The Lord works in mysterious ways .
Today I am kinda liking how He works .
I am feeling hopeful for the future .