3 July 2019 at 9:01 am
#51087
Austin123
Participant
I have not done much in the past two days, just going to work and back home. I have not been thinking about the cards at all, just the thought of entering the casino makes my heart beat fast. My moods and emotions are now very stable, i hardly turn from hot to cold like in the first few weeks of my recovery.
It feels good to have a “normal” life for a change..no more lies, sneaking out and spending nights and nights away from my home. Yes it feels good to be “normal”.
It is long way from home, but one day at a time, i will get there eventually. I got to there!