[Adam26]

Day 30. Friday. Bit miffed as I’m working tonight on my day off. It’s hard work being one of the only people good at my job. I’m finding at the moment that my days are being filled with thoughts of progress instead of negative thoughts about what I had, what I could of had and what I’ll never have again. It’s reassuring to me that I’ve managed to scrape together 3 grand in just over a month. It gives me real optimism about the future and hopefully I can continue on and make an even bigger more stable savings account. I’m also, for now, happy that I have the control to still play the tote and put to a joint lottery, knowing that I won’t get out of hand. I know what my vices were and hopefully I’m managing to irradiate them…