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Day 3

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Rayman10
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Its been day 3 since my relapse and i still cant seem to stop reliving the experience and thinking of  the money i have lost, i am scared because anytime i think of the money i lost i begin to obsess over the things i could of boughtwith it, i watch the poor struggling to eat, i look at the orphaned children and im such a terrible human being for being so wasteful, im really fighting the fight right now… cant wait till the cloud lifts and clarity finds a way through