[WesternCanuck]

Start of Day 3 and I’m already obsessing. Betfilter is up and running on my laptop thank God. I called phone provider but there is nothing they can do on their end to block gaming sites. I really want to ban myself from the city casinos when I get home from my work shift away but afraid I will not have the will power. I have already been thinking about and justifying withdrawing out of my meager retirement fund to cover a trip to the casino. I’m young and retirement is a while off. At this stage, my logic is what is another few thousand after just losing 20 online. I just want that money back and I can’t let it go even though I know it’s gone for good. Posting helps. Thanks for listening.