Day 3.
Thanks for the feedback Charles.
Today is officially day 3 of being gamble free. I’m still struggling checking scores as its been a bad habit of mine for a year now. I’m still struggling coping with all the money I just lost. I seriously cannot believe that I chased as much as I did. I could’ve did so many good things with the money I lost and now it’s all gone.
I had a chat with a buddy today that I’m determined to get my money back come football season but he stated that would be a very foolish decision and a dumb one if I kept chasing. As much as my pride kills me to cut off my losses, unfortunately I am going to have to.
The next few months is going to be so difficult. I’m committed to not gambling a dime but will struggle fighting off these demons.
Until next time…..