Week 4 today, still not gambling. It’s been hard, I won’t lie. I’ve had to dip into my savings a couple of times for various things. It’s worse when I get it into my head that my savings aren’t moving. I just had tea with my mum earlier. We had a brief chat about my future housing situation. I asked about the possibility of me getting a joint mortgage with my girlfriend. Anyway, the chat went fine, but at one point I told a blatant lie straight into my mothers eyes. She asked about my savings and at one point said there was an amount in her head she’d be annoyed if I wasn’t up to. I panicked and said I had £19k. A full £10k off what I actually have. She was pretty happy with that actually, even thought I had less! Brilliant Adam. Good going. So now I’ve gotta get up to at least £19k before I can have any serious thoughts about going forward with my parents help on getting a mortgage. It’s just shit like this that gets me down. I know I can make the money back. But it’s going to take me, minimum, 18 months, providing I don’t have another slip up. On a bit of a plus point, my mates doing a signing with Smicer and Berger today. I sent him about £100 worth of gear and he said he’d do it for free for messing up my last one. So that’s a bit of a result… Bye for now guys.
