Hey,
Thank you for your words Steev. Listening to our inner voice is the most important thing. Figuring out why we feel low, or high or what’s going on is the key! But it’s so hard.
Anyway, I just came home from the vacations, they weren’t as amazing and healing as I thought they would be. Spending 24h/day with my family was a bit overwhelming and I thought about gambling and the mistakes I’ve made way more than I intended to. That’s not bad, as long as it makes us learn that gambling is an illusion, is stupid, is pointless. But it’s frustrating wanting to enjoy the beach, a beer, and our mind is constantly punishing us for the things we’ve made.
Well, I feel this time is for real. I’m on day 24 and I’ll keep counting the days, and I can never forget that this addictive behaviour is for life, and that one bet is enough to lose control of everything.
Good luck to everyone trying to beat this terrible monster and take care 🙂
