So, I made it through day 2. I worked my horses again in the afternoon and had a nice bath.
During one of my gambling frenzies when I was on the up cycle and had actually managed to make a withdrawal, in between spins, and I don’t know how this brilliant idea popped in my head, I decided to rush to the store and stock up on hygiene and beauty products. I must have bought 200 euro worth of hair shampoo, conditioner, bath salts, shower gels, parfume, foot cream, nail cream, toothpaste, face cream, skin cream, mascara, foot cream, body lotion… you name it!
I might be lost, broke and broken but I have the means to smell like a million dollars for the next couple of months. How this spurr of the moment sheer brilliance came to mind I will never understand. More so, it was pure miracle I managed to unlock my eyes from the computer spinning away, and actually drive myself to the store.
Later I lost 2400 euros of my winnings and an additional 1400 euros of my own loan money spinning a slot machine on a 0,10 to 0,45 bet with a maximum win from bonus rounds of 175 euros. That is downright theft. I don’t care how much we are to be blamed ourselves for the gambling we have done but this is stealing. Sorry, gambling industry, this is beyond immoral. I’m not giving you anymore money. Never again!
Now I’m popping my anti – anxiety pill to reteach my brain the feeling of relaxation,watching some crime show on YouTube and hopefully falling asleep.