So not quite day 2 yet, but 46 hours since I last gambled. Of course I am not feeling better yet, that takes time I know. I did make an effort to go to a group chat today and that was helpful and I remembered how that had helped me last time so I am going to aim to go to at least one a week. The time difference throws me off sometimes but I want to try to stay up with it.
I haven’t thought about gambling today, only thinking about my losses. I know I can’t get them back and that hurts. But what I know I can do is work hard and put more effort into making money which is a risk-free idea. I have a part-time job that I am not working at right now due to Covid but I do work from home and have a lot of different ways I can make money so I figure I should try to put as much effort into making money here as I did trying to “make” money at the casino and I should be successful.
One day at a time is my motto right now and for today I did not gamble. I will say the same thing to myself tomorrow and over time, the days will add up.
