[Lydian90]

Second day, and I’m reminded again that everytime ive ever gambled I’ve lost and I’ve given away too much of my hard earned money to this illness.
Today I went kayaking (I’m on vacation as I work abroad) and had a great time. Im reminded that the whole cost of it is one measly deposit. And there’s no comparison for the experience. These are the things my money is for. Not clicking buttons and feeling like a piece of s*it.

I still feel free from this. And I’ll continue to remind myself.